Saw this post today and wondered how I didn't get to post this.
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I've been practicing forgiviness
for things worth forgetting,
And I am failing most of the time.
These triggers, when it is pushed into you like a noose on your neck, they paralyze your soul. And the funny thing is I am highly functional for anyone to suspect that there is a deep dark void that consumes me every other day.
See what I did there?
I am even ashamed to admit the routinary hell I have been in.
I am getting better. I like to think so.
I have been trying to live on my own and accept my self worth more. The trick is not taking everything seriously.
Yes it is a trick. I am tricking myself. I am reminding myself now it is a trick.
Be functional, Ahmad.
You are doing fine.
You are worth loving.
You will be ok.
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